*sigh* Im here again.... its supposed to be my day off but my boss is trying to call me in... I work 7 days a week and have only had one day off since I started. And its wearing on me. He tells me I can have a day off then tries to take it away... I just need sleep. Happy late bday Matty. This job is also wearing on Karlisle and my relationship. Which is not good... Im wondering if this is what Im supposed to be doing... *big sigh* plus I was supposed to hang out with april lastnight but I was to tired from work. Not only work but Amanda is driving me insane with everything. She wants to be with me like 24/7. I need to run away. Far ... far AWAY. Help.

so this job is very active but is easy..... I like the house and pay. and the boss is very nice. I need to take my cat to the vet i think... Im not sure... I dont know what to type Im so tired... I dont even know why Im up but yea theres my update. plus today is moms bday.....

Ive got a jobbbbb.... Ive got a job..... its a Chamber Maid job... but its still a job its 10 bucks an hour and 4 hours a day and I start tomorrow. YAY I dont know why but I finally feel ready to go back to work at this job.......

... so May 11th is commin up this friday... I think Im still going to van but Im not sure. I hope so. Im worried my ID wont be accepted at the commodore... I hope the 5 hour drive is worth it and I can get in... if not I have to sit in van for like 3 hours. *thumbs down*... Matt where have you been?!? I wanna visit if I can... try to get ahold of me by friday...