Sunday, June 10, 2007

grahhhh. karlisle has a great fucken way of pissing me off on my days off. Im starting to think its his way of punishing me for going back to work. Every day I have off he makes me feel like a tiny little nothing. Maybe he doesnt even know what hes doing but Ive tried to talk to him and it fucken hurts when he does it. Im even questioning if he wants to be with me or if this is his way to push me away so he doesnt have to do a breakup. Im writing this is here because im sick of holding it in and I have no close friends to talk to anymore. maybe its me just seeing eveything wrong... maybe its my fault...maybe its time I just stop.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Maybe its time to sit back and look at your life and think of what you want in your future.Is he the right guy?Can you do better than him?If he treats you bad in any way, like name calling, putting you down or always ragging on you about every little thing, I would suggest that you need to reevaluate the relationship.Trust me, I know what I am talking about.Real relationships are to be happy and easy.Not fighting on a daily bases. Just my two pennies worth.If you want to talk, you can MSN me anytime :)