I cant believe you.... I cant believe your so selfish ... and your doing exactly what you used to do all over again even after you appoligized for it. Am I to forgive you again after you made me worry .... am I to think everything is alright when I know your suffering? Or am I to think your DEAD and Im sorry but I talked to your mother to make sure you were ok.... You should be happy you have a family still, happy to have parents to talk to .... parents to love... parents to hug and laugh with. Because when there gone... your going to wish you would have done thoes things.... I know mine are gone and I did thoes things but I still wish I could do them again. I dont Care what happened in the past with your mom you should STILL if anything talk to your mother... also you should not be inscure you are a very hansom boy and at some time in your life... a girl is going to be lucky and swoop you up and give you the attention you need... but untill then you needs to concintrate on yourself! As my dad used to say

you need to look out for Number 1 and to yourself your number 1.

Ive been right in the past.... please listen now... before you do die....